no second chance

2008-04-16T23:46:00.001+08:00

MOVED!

2008-04-08T16:59:00.005+08:00

HELLO HELLO WORLD :)

I'M STILL STUCK AT HOME! :)
BUT BUT BUT, IVE GOT TWO WONDERFUL FANTASTIC CUTE FABULOUS KIND CARING HELPFUL LOVELY FANTABULOUS SOLID DEPENDABLE COOL FUNNY SWEET KE-AI HIGH GREAT FRIENDS OVER HERE TO VISIT ME :D :D

NAMELY, LIMYIJIE AND PAMELASEET ! :D
YAY *CHEERS*!
I'VE BEEN BEDRIDDEN FOR THE WHOLE DAY AND THEY BARGED INTO MY HOUSE AND BROUGHT ME SOME NICE NICE NICE TARTS IN THE RAIN! IT'S RAINING EH, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? THEY TRAVELLED FROM SIMEI ALL THE WAY TO MY PLACE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT'S THE GREATEST THING? PAM DIDNT TAKE TAXI :D SHE TOOK A BUS! OMG LEH, A BUS! IN THE RAIN SOME MORE! NORMALLY WHEN IT'S A SUNNY DAY, SHE'D ALREADY WANNA TAKE TAXI ! AND TODAY, IT'S RAINING EH! GOT LIGHTNING SOME MORE CAN, AND SHE TOOK A BUS! WOW.

:) YIJIE IS PLAYING WITH MY ERZI NOW.

I LOVE THESE TWO GIRLS MAN. ONE SO MAN, ONE NOT-SO-MAN ! :D

OKAY WAIT, I LET THEM TAKE OVER FOR AWHILE :

HI PEOPLE!
IT'S PAMELA AND YIJIE HERE! DIDNT KNOW VANESSA LOVES US SO MUCH ! GOOOOODNESS. HEEE! :D I SAW VANESSA'S PAP GRADUATION PICTURE! SO DAMN CUTE CAN! SO KE-AI! :D

OKAY BACK TO VAN!

HI, IM BACK. OKAY, I REALLY APPRECIATE THESE TWO GIRLS.
and im sorry to interrupt, but i must say that im quite baichi too !
OKAY BACK TO THE TOPIC. THEYRE REALLY VERY SWEET AND NICE. MUCH APPRECIATED GIRLS! :D YEAH MAN, YOU TWO ROCK !

:D
K, BACK TO ENTERTAINING THEM. SEE YA!
THANKS GIRLS. LOVE YOU TWO !

2008-04-08T13:40:00.006+08:00

so much for our trashing-streak, lost by 6points to raffles yesterday.

but i guess maybe its cause botin and clara weren't feeling well, zoe sprained her ankle and my eye's like that, my vision's blurred.

dad came down to watch my game for the first time ever.

he says i defended well :)

but i got bashed up damn badly yesterday, thus i didnt go to school.

i'm somewhat paralyzed on bed now.

my back/tailbone's hurts like nobody's business when i sit&stand and walk.

and my eye hurts now even when i blink :( (dont feel bad k, cheng)

and i'm suffering from massive headache cause hannah banged into my head yesterday, i black out for a second.

k i'm not in favourable condition to play for tomorrow's game at all.

but i guess i dont exactly have i choice.

got to win the next 2 game. and i need to pray hope wish raffles wins ahmad tomorrow, else we're so screwed up.

hello team, i hope you're not disheartened by yesterday's defeat.

i apologise for all my fumbles i made on court.

i'm sure we will make it to Japan, won't we? :)

for the sake of the team, your teammates, teachers and of course, yourself,

please hang in there for another 2 weeks.

i promise i'll give my all, cause after all its my last year here already.

go B'div'08! let's make history! :)

2008-04-06T23:19:00.004+08:00

okay, more pictures! more to come tomorrow :)

oh and i just remember that i've got a game tomorrow.
RAFFLES!
cdiv'06 finals? hahaha!

2008-04-06T19:22:00.005+08:00

here's some of the pictures from last night :)

2008-04-06T13:38:00.002+08:00

had macs breakfast with =) earlier on in the morn, then headed over to tm+cs to walk/buy stuffs, and ended up at the library to read books.

met joey yijie cheryl after that at tamp, and trained down to cityhall.

so yes, BioClan bought me my birthday present :D thankyou!

(oh hello pretty red-white Braziliano Praia)

had no aim where to go and what to do, so we decided to go to sakae and eat our time away.

walked around raffles city, bought cheese cake+bubble tea+flower for pam then cabbed down to Singapore Conference Hall for the choir concert.

hahaha we intruded almost every toilet in the whole building, even the backstage to look for pam.

okay its was quite hilarious.

Quispiam Novus yesterday was good :)
except for the basketball part..(coughcough L.I.A.F.)
then, had supper with 2gh'06 at laobasha, but it was more like extreme-late-dinner.
almost died of gastric on my way home :(

oh did i mention that i forgot my present 3 times today!

hahaha okay, so much for Once Bitten Twice Shy. doesn't work on me i guess.

and thankyou Cihui&Alicia for the surprise present!

pictures will be up when whoever-has-the-pictures sends it to me!

2008-04-01T18:53:00.003+08:00

holy shittt!

we've got the best-damn group ever for top8.

let see, 4 zone champions in a group.

sounds exciting? :) (TOTALLY NOT LA!)

yes, anglican.ahmadibrahim.raffles.unity.

the other 4 teams are nanyang.scgs.cchsm.yuying.

okay, maybe this is a blessing in disguise cause it means semis would be easier for us! (that's if we make it.)

com'on mannn! its My Last Year. i want National Champs. we Must win it back.

2008-04-01T13:37:00.002+08:00

currently in school com lab.

supposed to do some National Education Quiz, but as usual, who can resist the temptation of drifting off to other web? :)

so yes, i've got my blogskin done (at last!)

and i just remembered that i'm suppose to post up adeline's sec1 photo here for yushi to see.

till then.

2008-04-01T00:48:00.003+08:00

so now we're officially done with top16, and moving on to top8 :)

i think our team's performance have been improving as we play this nationals.

well, that is super good news cause i want national champs!

(ok, step by step. we'll make it there team!)

coach says, "i finally see a ray of light in this team." after today's game.

won yuying by 51pts :D great end for top16.

oh did i mentioned that my freaking eye blood vessel burst last night?! (i think)

mdmho scared me today by saying i might get stroke in the eye if i played today's game cause it will increase my body's blood pressure and KABOOOM, blind!

anyhow, i still did play. but for 2 quats only :(

i've got a pretty 3pts buzzer beater at the end of first quat. whooooots! :D

that, totally boost my morale. which explains my not-so-horrendous performance today.

chinese test tomorrow, maths test on wednesday, geog test on thursday.

i am so dead.

okay, i've been wanting to change my bloody blogskin (though i like reddd) since long long time ago but i cant find the time to do so.

let alone changing blogskin, i dont even have enough time to catch up with my school work.

goodness me, someone kill meeee!

time to turn in! goodnight world.

peace out-

2008-03-27T23:45:00.003+08:00

nationals has been fine for us.

game against huayi on tuesday, and nanchiau today.

huayi game was rather disastrous though. we led by only 10points at the end of 3rd quat.

but we ended off with a score of 61-27, thanks to coach's sudden appearance.

nanchiau game today was probably the best game we ever played since bdiv started :D

in the sense that, we manage to put in quite a few shots in the first half.

cant remember the score, but we won by 40plus points :)

daddy got admitted to the hospital on wednesday night cause of gall bladder inflammation.

and i've been a really nice daughter to go down to visit him everday, despite my tiring day and test-the-next-day.

okay, i hope he gets well soon and come home :(

i need to blast off to sleep! bye.

2008-03-25T19:26:00.002+08:00

CHUASIMIN THANKYOU VERY MUCH FOR THE LETTER AND THE CHOCOLATE! :D

2008-03-24T22:57:00.006+08:00

okay, i realised my blog is damn dead.

i shall attempt to revive it!

Holidays was... i shall say, tiring?

[9 March - 16 March.]
day out with u16'07 on sunday!

celebrated eva's and my birthday at swensens :D

thankyou all guys :):):)

(hahaha vienna&dew, your balloon is still fat and chubby sitting in my room.)

watched Juno. i think the show was pretty terrible and boring, i wonder why so many people want to watch it.

stayed over at Sarah's house with Sara.

finally get to go to her house after so many years.

oh and Cola so so so love me, she's damn adorable. i bet she misses me now.

cabbed down to my school together with Deanna-the-Idiot for all stars.

k i don't want to elaborate on it cause it was so super screwed up.

had dinner with Sara Sarah Deanna Vienna at crystal jade, then blasted home to sleep.

had chem lessons early tuesday morning.

then, sec3 clique stayover at hongkai's house.

watched Seed of Chucky. its is quite gross (the sick way), but it came in handy for my bio lessons.

played majhong through the night. and i'm the ultimate champion once again, like always :D

maybe i should rely on majhong to make a living!

headed to school early next morning with yicheng and melinda for bio lesson.

supposed to go for training after that but my thumb hurted like nobody's business so i decided to head home.

but God wasn't siding me that day, it kept pouring non stop i couldn't step out of school.

cousins came over to find me to play with me.

i swear they're damn super-glued to me, they even want to follow me to bathe. wth.

met sara at night to catch PsILoveYou.

i feel so cheated cause sara says i'll cry for sure but i didn't.

well the night was rather hilarious though. nudgenudge subway cookies ahem.

rot my thursday away at home. was so bored that i had to go to tuition to kill time.

caught StepUp2 with ssxm at night.

thought the first part's story line was better, but the dance this time round totally rocked the dance floor!

Apple Bottom Jeans,

Boots with the fur,

The whole club was lookin at her.

She hit the flo,

Next thing you know,

Shawty got low low low low low low low low.

couldn't wake up on sat, so i didn't go for u16 training but i attended tuition still.

attempted to get started with the holiday homework at night but failed, like always.

sunday was plainly rushing of school work.

HOLIDAY'S OUT! :(:(:(

last week was a week filled with emotions!

be it sad :( or happy :), i still survived the week ^^

something for me to be proud of..

http://redsports.sg/2008/03/24/east-zone-allstar-basketball/

:D:D:D

it's like my dream come true!

nationals are starting tomorrow for us.

game with HuaYi.

i hope i play well, seriously. cause i know my performance through out the whole season has been horrendous. i'm sorry team, i've let you all down.

there's chinese test tomorrow and i havent studied a single thing.

how smarttt!

and i realise, this post is damn long. hahaha!

2008-03-23T19:05:00.003+08:00

i wonder who's the one cheating on her girlfriend, having a "secret" affair with another girl out there.

sigh oh sigh, what has the world turn into.

teachers ought to teach their students to do more self reflection before they speak.

2008-03-11T14:42:00.003+08:00

okay i thought of uploading all the photos but i realise i've got none!

so here's one, Jasper!

i'll upload the rest when i get them (:

2008-03-10T23:18:00.001+08:00

only 37secs of the first game, and there goes my thumb :(

goodbye cs.

2008-03-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

2H'06 class outing was :D:D:D

some say, its my happiest day of the year. (haha so not la! make me appear emo only. tsk!)

had dinner at yukiyaki. some idiot dont know how crack egg, the oil splash onto my hand and now there's an ugly patch of... bubble? screwww it!

but yes, thankyou all who turned up.

i'm sure everyone loves zhongjimima now!

lots for nationals are out! ^^

Anglican, Yuying, Nanchiau, Huayi.

i dont know if its a good or bad lot, but clara says "it doesn't make a difference!" nods in holy agreement.

but the other groups are like nightmare-after-march-holidays, i ought to be thankful.

stayed over at jiehui's house with melinda and yicheng.

mahjong the night away, and i was the ultimate winnerrrrr! (haha like always.)

woke up super early in the morn cause bon has training.

had macs breakfast then headed to school to kill-time (sleep?)

trained down to sbc for u16 training and back to school again for training.

(yes i am dead tired now but i still have to plan tomorrow's outing with u16!)

just came back from grandpa's birthday dinner.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHGONG! :D (ok, not like he will ever see this but yah haha)

2008-03-06T00:07:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday lasted only for 3hrs.

thankyou all who remembered :D

I'M 16!

2008-03-01T01:51:00.000+08:00

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me.

what a pretty song.

2008-03-01T01:38:00.002+08:00

supported netballers at kallang after school (yesterday)

and they're into nationals too! :):):)

cool man! means my whole class is into nationals, and teachers will go crazy chasing us for work and make up lessons.

2008 is a good year for Bdiv :D

i survived cycling home from tampines, despite the fact that there's this wanted man roaming around singapore.

watched fool's gold, and i've got no comments except that some part was quite gross.

double training plus game tomorrow.

i shall go sleep now or else i'll appear as a zombie on court tomorrow.

2008-02-28T18:01:00.002+08:00

woah k i can finally sit in front of my computer with no worries about school tomorrow.

5th march is coming really soon (zomg!)

i'm looking forward to the outing this sat and 9th march! :D

okay, so we're into finals up against bedoknorth once again.

won cchsm yesterday by 28pts (:

i hope pray wish history dont repeat itself like '06 this zonal finals.

how i wish i could hibernate every weekend!

i hibernated on saturday night for 15hrs straight.

i wouldn't mind sleeping from friday night till monday morning =x

ok, gotta go study now!

-peace out.

2008-02-20T13:16:00.002+08:00

i'm in the school com lab again (: i have not intention of doing any of the work that opg assigned, so here i am to blog!

monday's training was pretty killer for me cause i had horrible blisters on both my foot :(((

i walked like a duck the whole day in school, it was super unglam.

had dinner with vienna and zhaofeng after training at whitesands!

i hope we meet again next monday for dinner :D

haha i think the 2 of them are the only 2 u16 people that i still meet up with.

yushi isnt here in school today, which means no full team training :(

its quite funny how our commiment lasted for one day only!

semis next wednesday against cchsm :O

i feel that we're so unprepared, like always.

okay the bell just ringrangrung.

gotta blast!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEANNANG-THE-IDIOT!

2008-02-17T13:17:00.002+08:00

hahaha u16'08 is becoming like our batch, says miss tan.

only 4 poor lil kittens turned up at the start of training.

now i feel how misstan felt.

went to celebrate jasper's birthday yesterday after tuition.

ate kenny roger's (the guys went crazy over the food there.) and caught Jumper!

ahh i so want to jumpjumpjump&hop around the world too!

we got horrible seats. but smart me hongkai tengrui edmund moved up to the top where there's seats to watch the show while the rest died of headache at the end cause it was such a fast moving show.

i realised i get kinda emotional when i watch shows.

i tear/cry over tiny lil things that people dont feel a thing about it. HAHA! (ok, so embarrassing.)

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING JASPER AND SHIYU! :D

okay, gotta blast off now to meet bestie to study!

till then.

2008-02-15T09:13:00.003+08:00

okay, i havent been home the past few days.

currently in school com lab voicing my support for YOG2010 :D

i'm feeling damn tired and sleepy.

i'm going home to sleep after this lesson and come back to school in the evening for some rehersal.

love is in the air!

valentine's day yesterday was :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

but i spent my noon having tuition.

went dinner with jasper yicheng ben and zixiang after that.

suppose to settle down for sakae but the queue was disgustingly long, we had a super hard time finding a place to eat.

only till 930pm then we manage to find a seat at yoshinoya =/

thankyou all for the gifts and cards! ^^

so, where should i go tonight?

2008-02-10T09:33:00.000+08:00

went tengrui's, limeng's, wangjL's, liangkai's and jasper's house yesterday to bainian.

met huiting (finally) at wangjL's house :D

we practically gambled everywhere we went!

lesson learnt/words of wisdom of the day : DONT BE GREEDY!

hahaha! tengrui lost like made, like.. $100++ to 30cents?!?!

our well-loved caishenye aye ^^

anyway i just came across yushi's blog and i saw this.

"sometimes i really wonder
am i making the team crumble instead?
maybe i should just have let them be perfect
i feel like the weed in a bed of roses"

&
"off-form? or is this all that ive got?
i miss nybball
Alot"

okay, this is BAD.

2008-02-09T01:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAINESOHXUEMIN!

(though i doubt you will ever come by here and see this.)

2008-02-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

cny's super boring like every other year, cause there isnt any cousin of my age that i can play/talk to! :(

my income this year is... MEOW man! its okay, i shall not complain :D

lost like crazy at mr.ng's house, but i won back a little in the last 2 game.

hahaha it was like mass class bonding session! i likeee (:

anyway his house is freaking hugeee and pretty, i swear.

i dont mind being his maid, just for the sake of being in that house.

weekends are going to be better for me (i hope!)

day out with the boys tomorrow for visiting :D

and sunday.. i hope u16 outing is still on, plus childhood gathering at night!

we're gonna shakeee it all night babe!

i just remembered that i'm suppose to complete my homework by today.

uh oh. opps!

2008-02-06T20:31:00.000+08:00

i've been wanting to blog since saturday but i just didnt have the time to.

goes to show how busy i am =/

saturday's band concert - L'amore Di Musica!

anyway we won bedoknorth on monday by 24pts, 53-29 :D
but they let their 2nd string players played almost the whole game, so i guess its no big deal that we beat them.
top score, top rebound (amazingly?)
it was a horrible game, like no one had the mood to play at all.
i hope our team spirit and attendance would be better.
after all, its my last year. i've got to do something.

only 3 days of school this week, of which today isn't actually counted cause its just celebration so it makes it 2 day, and i had 3 tests.
i cant complain or whine much, cause this is expected in sec4. (mygoodness i'm sure i'll go crazy soon enough, before you know it.)
well my point is, i stayed up both nights till 1am+ near 2am just to study for it. and tonight, i need to 'shou shui'.
what the hell man. kill me, i'm extremely tired.

chinese new year doesn't feel like tomorrow at all.

2008-01-31T10:38:00.000+08:00

pon school today! :D

but i really didnt want to miss lessons super badly.

ah k never mind i shall go for make-up tomorrow after school.

yesterday was HonkyBonky's birhtday!hahaha he was so touched he almost cried, mygod.
: study hard k bro, dont let history repeat itself!

played against vjc after school.
overall, i think it was a horrible game for me.
i can say, i broke my own record of total number of turnovers? :(
and i missed all my 3pts (what the hell man.)
first half was a total disaster, but well we manage to catch up and won by 3 :D

this poor lil kitten (and i really mean LITTLE, i thought it was a rat in the morn) got abandoned by its mummy.
its been outside our school church from 7am till 7pm?!
i think a few girls took it to SPCA after that.

and this super unsightly brasss always appear at the staircase up to our school.hmm i suspect there's a pervert or something.
(ahem, deanna ng?)

sec4 life is really woooaahh.
i think i've got at least 3 tests every week.
plus, now that seasons is on i've got to juggle them all.
hello any kind souls out there would like to donate time to me? (:
may allah amitofo amen pull me through this hectic term!

2008-01-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

I PREDICT MISS DEANNA NG IS GOING TO POP BY HERE SOONER OR LATER! HAHAHA!

i've got freaking chinese test tomorrow.

i need to memorise 2 gonghangs and 10 yanyus.

of which... i've got none in my head at the moment?

SHAKEEE IT! SHAKE IT LIKE A POLOROID PICTURE!

2008-01-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOOOTS AND KOKUNUT! :D

hope you guys did enjoy the surprise sweeeeet sixteeeeen steamboat dinner!

and thank you isabel alicia cihui andrea edmund mingjun weijun tengrui ian limeng kenneth for turning up tonight!

spend the night yesterday at pasiris park with the guys.

and i've come to realise who's company i actually really enjoy being with.

i wont mind lying on the breakwater, looking at the stars, singing songs out loud, doing spastic dances, talking about everything under the sun once again, and leave the world behind :D

2008-01-26T08:53:00.000+08:00

this period of the year, is the time when my money gets all drained off from buying presents.

plus, i've got to start racking my brain and think of what to buy!

27 jan - LiangKai and ZhuTing

30 jan - HongKai

3 feb - Pamela, Brenda, ChiKoong

4 feb - TingYi

9 feb - Sherm.

14 feb - VDAY! :D Alicia, Valentino, Ivan.

17 feb - Jasper (: , ShiYu

20 feb - Deanna

24 feb - TengRui, YanTze

3 march - Pooooodle

5 march - Zoe, Eva & MEEE!

(catch my hint? haha!)

2008-01-24T19:06:00.000+08:00

i conclude that life is unfair!

my brother started his revision for O's only 3weeks before prelims, and he got freaking 9pts for his L1R5! (where is justice man!)

but well of course i'm happy for him :D he can stay in his mjc.

but ahh shit man i feel the pressure of O's now, cause i need/want/have to beat my bro!

me? L1R5 = 8? HAHA! what a joke.

till then, pigs will fly. seriously.

our school improved overall in everything :D

sports students did well this time, "100% admission to JC"

and we've got 5 nine-A1s.

haha does that mean.. higher expectation from my batch this year?

OH I HOPE WE GET LIKE ONE-DAY-OFF FROM SCHOOL OR SOMETHING!

oh oh 4G's hcl students did well too for the chinese paper.

think we've got 12 A1s out of 15.

not baddd! we will do this last batch of sportclass p.r.o.u.d :D

lucks to all taking O's this year!

2008-01-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

okay, i realised i havent uploaded pictures for quite some time.
so here's some of them taken during the holidays :D

class bbq!

2008-01-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

i'm suppose to study bio for tomorrow's quiz.

but i guess everything happening at home is driving me crazy and affecting me.

i've got no mood to do anything, but sleep (:

oh did i mention that i'm a biology mentor!

and that every bio clan member is a mentor too! yes, every one of us (hahaha even 4F's no15 =x)

this proves that our clan was not formed for nothing :D results shows it all!

hahaha and i need to come up with a conclusion that, doing well in sec3 eoy gets you more busy in sec4 with peer mentoring. tsk.

2008-01-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

my mum calls mrs.lam a Bitch, how interesting.

now i know where i got my genes from.

i haven't talk to my dad for more than a week.

and i know he expects me to forget about it like in 1-2days, but aw too bad so sad i've got good memory.

cchsm lost to dunmansec (i'm surprised.)

so that means... we'll face cchsm if we get top of group.

ok first, defeat bedoknorth.

but coach's giving up on us, i think.

training's only once a week now, while all the other schools are training like mad.

plus, its on a saturday and i've got tuition i cant go. which means, no more training for me?

ha coach says its impossible for us to get national champs.

tsk, we shall prove him wrong and prove all wrong.

height and weight tomorrow! (omggg screams.)

i think i weight a ton from all the non-stop eating and food-spree recently, i refuseee to know my weight!

but ok, no escape. i shall faint and die upon the horror of my weight.

ohyes, and i hope i didnt shrink as well. if not i'll get even more, "eh vanessa, you pull down the whole team's average height la!"

seriously, i want to run away from home.

any kind souls would like to take me in?

2008-01-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

changes is a constant.

definitly no doubt for yours truly.

i think there's pretty much that i want to rant inside that red fist-sized lump of muscles and cells.

but i'll sounds so emo and not like me.

(well, maybe i've change to become a more emo person?)

who cares.

2008-01-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

day out with Bio Clan + hongkai at marine parade library to study!

details on Pamela's blog, i'm too lazy to elaborate.

another week of school is here.

which means, countdown to weekends starts again.

2008-01-19T08:22:00.000+08:00

game against macpherson yesterday was horrible.

the team didnt play well on the whole.

going at this rate, we can bid goodbye to even the thoughts of national champs.

i only remember a couple of good assit thats all, no 3pts :(

so, what can i expect from a team that had only 2 full team training so far?

okay time to buck up and not slack on court anymore!

i shall go for u16 training to brush up my fundamentals.

well as for school, im glad that it wasnt as hectic as week2.

though its still super tiring with all the trainings, homeworks, tuitions, and studying.

classmates out there, be it chinese/bio/lit/geog, thank you all for being there :D

Off Centre reminds me of you,

i'm off to do some work now.

till then.

2008-01-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

ahh
i
cant
take
it
anymore
i
dont
understand
a
thing
about
mole
concept.

anyone kind enough to teach me? :D

mole-ly mole mole is driving me nuts.
i can only count the number of moles on my body. other than that, NO.

so i conclude that i'll flunk my test tomorrow.

2008-01-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

i hibernated over the weekends to make up for my sleep lost during the weekdays.

20hrs of sleep = nice.

sinyi says this is called COMA. (wth -.-)

stayed out on friday night to celebrate 12-year-friend, angella's, birthday (:

yes, sweet sixteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen. soon it will be my turn!

slept for 3hours only, and yam called me up early in the morn to go for u16 training.

miss tan : Anglican High ones ALL cannot dribble ball.

how demoralising :( i wanna go bang wall and die cause i'm a point guard.

plus, Bdiv is starting.. this week?! (and we only had 1 full team training so far, still.)

i feel so unprepared, but there isn't anything i can do to help =/

it's okay, may allah amitofo amen be with us throughout the season!

luck plays an important role aye.

went orchard to celebrate brother's birthday today at FishandCo since he said he never been there before to eat.

suppose to do some cny shopping but no one was in the mood to except my mum, so we ended up at shengsiong.

i swear i will never ever go there again. it's the worst supermarket i've seen/been to in my entire living life.

happy seventeenth, Biondi ^^

okay, i need to study chem now.

2008-01-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

today is a totally-drain-out-my-brain day.

i lugged myself out of bed this morn cause i was feeling damn tired from training yesterday.

what's more, i slept late.

i was almost like a walking-zombie in school.

non-stop studying marathon today.

725-310 : school.
4-6 : tuition.

630-9 : studied at macs with angella.
and now, i've got to finish up the bloody eng project.

ohmygoddd.. someone, PLEASE save me!

2008-01-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

PE lesson today was damn spastic.

we were made to do some hand&leg coordination thingy, the whole class looked retarded. hahaha! =x

bedoknorth, bedoksouth, macpherson, sac.

East Zone 1st round lots!

2008-01-08T23:52:00.001+08:00

i listened to the damn anti-drug campaign advertisement over and over again for almost 1000000 times, just to catch that stupid statement of which i could catch no balls what in hell she was mumbling.

its 5mins to 12midnight and i'm still awake doing the damn assignment when i'm suppose to be asleep now, resting.

i pray hope wish i dont appear like a zombie in school/for training tomorrow

OH! and did i mention that tomorrow's gonna be my very very very FIRST p.e lesson in my entireee anglican high life! :D :D :D

pam says : yes so look forward to your pe! :D

i wonder what are we gonna do. (hahaha how exciting!)

2008-01-07T17:04:00.000+08:00

Miss Ng's sms surprised me, i'm touched.

missed training today. yushi didn't go as well, cause we both left school half way.

i guess Bdiv is gonna be.. absolutely crap, since we only had ONE pathetic full team training.

so what if we're a team of 6 national youth? (raffles have got 7.)

complacent, that's bad.

i've got test tomorrow, wednesday, thursday, friday.

i'm racing against time to catch my sleep, do my work, study for my test, and train for Bdiv.

semester1 is going to be tough for me, i guess.

i wont be surprised if i get a couple of demerit points, with all the teachers so strict now.

question of the day : to go to school tomorrow, or not?

not even a single "are you okay?" / "takecare." / "rest well." from you guys.
shows me more than what i thought.

2008-01-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

woah yesterday was the very first day that i didnt get scolded in school at all :D

yes, great way to end off the week!

BUT, i'm over loaded with homeworks already. damn it!

i dont pretty much like my teachers that have changed this year. (esp momo and lam)

got our jersey, and i swear it damn damn damn transparent.

i cant imagine/picture myself after a game when i'll be all soaked.

something got to/must be done!

and the stupid supplier gave me a M-sized pants when i ordered S-sized. screwww it!

joined in u16 training today.

it's really funny how misstan repeats to the new batch what she told us, like exactly the same thing.

hahaha and i think i'm going to join them every training since i've got nothing else better to do.

it beats stoning on my bed early in the morning thinking of stuffs that i shouldnt be wasting my brain cells on, and saving my heartaches.

i agree to a large extent that Ignorance Is Bliss!

emath tuition after that, then over to liangkai's house to do homework with cihui and hongkai.

supposed to get all my chinese homework done, but i only finished jianbao cause i discovered something that got me distracted the whole night, even till now.

thoughts of it makes my heart jumped doubly-fast and upset.

tomorrow's gonna be a better day! (i hope.)

2008-01-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO 2008! :D

okay, school has been terrible for me.

Mrs Lam is my form teacher.
Almost all my sec3 teachers are gone except Bentwy, PohSK, MrsWang and OPG.
Lesson haven't gone on for more than 5mins on first day and i got chased out.
SimAhLian and LamOfShit is giving me a hard time with my hair.

chem test today was pretty okay :D (what? on 2nd day?! yes.)
i shall prove chioasshole that i am not going to fail.

school has been sleeping sleeping sleeping in the hall and getting scolded constantly.
i dont remember anything else, seriously.

ohyes, and coach is overseas now though bdiv is nearing.
what in the world are they thinking of? i wonder.

may allah amitofo amen bless me to end off this week with something for me to be happy about!

2007-12-31T19:30:00.000+08:00

omggg. 4hours 30mins more to 2008! :D

okay, i dont know to be happy or not.

yipee yay yayeee! yushi = team anglican!

anyway, HongKong trip was great.

it was hell lots of shopping. i think i spent like 3/4 of time walking-shopping, and the rest of the time was left for sleeping.

i shall let the pictures do the talking when my bro uploads it onto the com.

till then.

2007-12-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! :D :D :D

yesterday's countdown was madness!

had dinner with mum&dad at vivo, then went over to orchard to meet up with vienna ahle kunyou tony yushi.

the crowd was.. horrendous! seriously, counting down at orchard is a groping galore!

anyway, we had fun spraying, spraying other people too.

stayed over at vienna's house cause i was too lazy to go home.

xmas lunch with childhood gang today :D

i'm too lazy to upload the photos now.

i am suppose to be asleep, in fact.

flying off to HongKong tomorrow morn at 0650!

so, i need to wake up at.. 4am?!

BYE PEOPLE!

i think i got the 2nd best xmas gift ever this year.

i guess this short period of time away from life in singapore is good.

2007-12-23T01:32:00.001+08:00

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2007-12-22T12:49:00.000+08:00

what about us?

what about everything we've been through?

you know i never wanted to hurt you.

what am i suppose to do?

without you, everything seems strange now.
i'm sorry :(

damn it, i was insane.

2007-12-21T00:57:00.000+08:00

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

2007-12-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

HERE ARE THE PICTURES IN THAILAND! :D

AND THESE ARE PICTURES AT STEAMBOAT :D

2007-12-13T17:40:00.000+08:00

woah its been more than a week since i last blogged!

hahaha the only few things that i can remember vividly was saturday's steamboat, yesterday's movie and talking on the phone till late at night/the next morning :D

and my everyday is just revolving around punggol, sbc and pasirris, watching match all day all night long.

anyway, im not going to blog in detail who where when why i went out to/with.

maybe i would, 1 year later from now..?

heh i was late for both training this week.

training starts at 9, and i happily woke up at 930 =x

i dont know why but there seem to be no motivation for me to go for training.

i feel that i'm there just to show my face to coach.

(no, this shouldnt be what i'm suppose to feel about training.)

finally got our english project done.

it's super retarded i dont wanna watch myself in the video.

hahaha anyway, thankyou shiyu and melinda for the time today :D

2007-12-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

whoo! day out with vienna ahle kunyou yong houhong jiajun.

met at compass point, then bused down to jalan kayu to eat prata.

the prata was damn niceee :D ice-cream prata that cost $6 and banana prata that cost $4.

the boys' coach treated us. how nice :D

accompanied vienna down to pasirris for her ballet lesson, then trained down to sbc to watch tagawa play against teckghee .

hahaha okay the tempo of the game was really really slow as compared to our game's in thailand.

bused down to punggol to watch hougang play against queensway after that.

hahaha i think jiajun is quite funny. he got tech foul, then he pointed _!_ at the ref, then he got fouled out.

anyway, hougang and tagawa won ^^

vienna came back and joined us for dinner later on.

then, took train with her back to outram park and shoo-ed home.

i must say that, Shayne is damn funny!

i shall blog about thailand when the pictures are A.L.L up :D

2007-11-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

oh yayeee! 9 more hours and im gonna see all my darlings at the airport :D

how exciting!

coach : Do not overpack!!! You are not trekking to the North pole!

vienna : don't tell her, im going to southpole actually

captain vienna is damn rubbish.

2007-11-26T13:43:00.000+08:00

ohman we lost to vjc by 1 point only, 60-61 :(

first half was bullshit for me. i missed 4 fastbreaks, i felt like stabbing myself.

but i guess my 3pointers in the 2nd half made it up for it.

i think i've got 4 to 5 three-pointers, thats the only thing that im pleased about myself for today's game.

ok, maybe a couple of steals too ^^

scored a total of 34points today, record unbeaten still :(

a re-match with zoe back might be better.

2007-11-26T03:08:00.000+08:00

just look at the time. tsktsk!

what in the world am i doing online now when im suppose to be asleep?

i wont be surprised if i missed 1000000 shots tomorrow.

may allah amen amitofo bless us that we dont get trashed too badly :D

No one, no one, no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

No one, no one, no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

2007-11-25T14:56:00.000+08:00

woah i guess i'm over exhausted this week, i slept till 2pm today =x

ohh how i love sundays now though its like still ever the same boring-day but its my only rest day/ day off from bball.

i shall start packing my luggage soon.

OH! im rooming with charlotte :D but i want to room with viennaaa.

wel, i must really start thinking of what to talk to her at night hahaha cause we seldom talk =/

its ok, everythings going to be fine and fun cause i am vtxy :D

nydc + Enchanted was wow-wee-whoo!

thankyou vienna joho weiyi eva yishi fangyin for turning up (:

ohman wednesday is coming really really soon.

i dont know if im looking forward to it or not.

ahh as much as i want it to come, i dont want it to come =/

we shall have another gathering after the trip yo!

friendly with HomeUnited women's team yesterday.

i think we did pretty well but we got trashed, 106-52 i think.

fact that they're much older, they've got china players and not forgetting cherylpoon, its almost impossible to win them even coach says so.

got our gears today ; shoes, t-shirt, jersey, socks.

we dont have any white jersey nor bag >=(

bathed, then had our last lunch at aljunied. jeanhui is pretty funny =x

watched u16boys vs u18mens, a lil of acsc's game, then left with weiyi and headed to pasirris.

though like less than half the class turned up for the bbq today, i guess i quite like it like that?

well, we had our fun :D its the others' lost that they didnt turn up.

anyway i expected it la, cause we're 3G.

i wont/ never will expect any outing to be successful.peace out.

2007-11-23T16:42:00.000+08:00

"heard that coach wants to transfer to cdiv. the sake of dream team. i was rather touched. thankyou coach. not that i dislike coach guoming to coach us. I LIKE HIM OKAY. but rather, because i love dream team."

this is a highly amusing post i came across.

WHAT'S DREAM TEAM? o.0

haha a team that made it to nationals top8 only?

oh pleaseeeeeeeee man!

honestly, i burst out laughing when i saw this.

2007-11-22T19:47:00.000+08:00

ohyes a proper haircut after 2 months :D

but i dont pretty much like it now :(((

oh well, its okay. for my bballing sake, my hair have to G-O!

u16 outing tomorrow! how exciting :D

2007-11-20T17:19:00.001+08:00

something funny last night.

some dumb butt tried to imitate David Copperfield and fell into the drain, ending up landed in the hospital in pain.

hahaha! i shall not mention who! you know who you are =P

training nowdays are so boringgg.

im rolling around on court instead of running, im tossing balls instead of shooting oe passing, im whacking balls instead of dribbling =/

lit re-exams today was pretty okay. i think i can pass and not get into sss :D

but nobody in the whole exam hall bothered to do the paper. i wonder why?

and i look like the only toot doing.

my neighbour is highly amusing. tsk!

boink, till then.

2007-11-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

so, you think you're damn good huh?

who in the world goes round showing off that his/her shooting is super accurate?

and what's more, to your seniors even.

hello i think i can beat you with one hand la.

now that coach's thinking of taking cdiv and let jiangsen take us, you say you wanna walk out of the team cause you dont feel any team work nor bonding. ohyah and then go join the juniors in their training, right?

HEHE SURE SURE! I'LL BE GLAD THAT YOU'RE GONE :D maybe, WE?

and for goodness sake, wake up from your fairy tale cause mummy isnt going to be there for you when you cry.

WHAT RUBBISH DREAM TEAM IS YOUR CDIV'07 LA!

tell me what reasons you all got to lose to cchsm man.

total disappointment, in fact.

CDIV'06 TOTAL OWN-ASS CDIV'07 HANDS DOWN PLEASE!

plus, being the vice-captain of the team is no big deal.

i've got no idea why you take it so seriously either.

maybe cause you feel that we have to listen to you?

maybe cause you like to boss around being the big jIexJieEx! -.-

whatever la okay. you know us well enough, that whatever you say wont get our ass moving. after all, you're just a junior of which we dont think highly of.

something that i wanna say since looong time ago, I HATE BEING ON THE SAME TEAM AS YOU :D

2007-11-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

i miss playing Rubiks!

i havent touch it for sooo long i think i forgot how to play it already.

i shall go buy myself a cube since there's sales at toysrus :D

this is damndamndamn sinful i swear!

look at the chocolate fudge oozing out!

its damndamn chocolate-ty!

and i just ate it =/ plus, its late at night already.

AHHH!

and this is my prettayeee bruise i got from SC cup against nanyang!

its really painful okay :(

hahaha! ok, this was how sarah studied. amusing? :D

dont kill me when you see this ok Tudi!

2007-11-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

i just remembered that class fund still owes me $36.

TSKKK!

i need money to go shopping!

hello yuxun, please tell me there's still money left in the class fund or else i'll scream.

2007-11-16T19:49:00.000+08:00

woah i manage to survive staying home the whole day amazingly.

i feel super satisfied cause i spent my whole noon tidying up the house :D

and boredom leads to a new blog!

sarah sara made me go crazy over doing situps and pushups all over again.

but its a good thing, for me :D

double training tomorrow. screamsss.

2007-11-16T18:27:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA I LIKE MY URL :D

I'M SO BORED!